Goodbye - Hello

The time has come. My journey has taken a new turn and with it, I feel this blog should come along for the ride. I've missed writing and sharing my story. I've missed encouraging others through their challenges. I've missed sharing photos of my lemon cats and now our foster cats (see lots has changed) and I want to jump back in. 

My life no longer solely relates to the death of my boys. My life has expanded since that trauma. I am now divorced and figuring out my new journey. It hasn't been easy to navigate but I've learned some valuable life lessons along the way. I want to share them, I want to share my life now. A 3 time infant loss, now divorced, mental health and women issues kind of life. 

For the first time ever, I have made some decisions to allow myself the opportunities I need to grow.  I have given myself time to fall back in love with myself, life and the world. I am re-focusing my goals and dreams and making some drastic changes, all along sharing them with the world to show that labels, experiences, they don't define a person. 

I'm hoping to incorporate some of my ideas into this blog and have it be my main blog. I use to have 4 different blogs for all areas of my life, but like isn't in pieces, life is a bigger picture all mixed together and that's what the new blog will be about. It will be random, messy, it may make you cry or laugh, it may encourage you, it may make you want to take steps in your own life, I may even share some delicious recipes (without the 9 pages to get to the actual recipe) it won't be the same thing day in and day out because that's not truly my life. It is a messy mix of everything, 

Buzzing with Bee and me will be just that, a mix of life because that's what life truly is. It isn't boring or mundane, it is filled with a variety of different aspects and for someone who has little energy, combining all 4 blogs into one seems much more attainable. I simply do not have the time to split my life because my life is not split, it is one big messy mix.